~ Nobody Knows But Me ~

...Nobody Knows It But Me... I pretend that I'm glad you went away But these four walls close in more everyday And I'm dying inside And nobody knows it but me Like a clown I put on a show The pain is real even if nobody knows And I'm crying inside And nobody knows it but me Why didn't I say the things I needed to say How could I let my angel get away Now my world is a-tumblin' down I can say it clearly but you're no where around The nights are so lonely the days are so sad And I just keep thinking about the love that we had And I'm missing you And nobody knows it but me How blue can I get you could ask my heart Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart A million words just couldn't say just how I feel A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still The nights are so lonely the days are so sad And I just keep thinking about the love that we had And I'm missing you And nobody knows it but me The nights are so lonely The days are so sad I just keep thinking About the love that we had Nobody knows it but me

Steven please just read what I have to say.. This song is totally me of what Im feeling.. I know you might not want to hear it but please.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !! There isnt enough words in this world to tell you how much I love you.. I know alot was said and done and Im sooooo sorry for ever hurting you.. My world is not complete without you in it.. These past two years of my life has been pure hell without you in it.. If I could turn the time back I would in a heartbeat, Just to be with you.. Ive tried moving on, but something always stopped me and told me my * Heart * belongs to you.. Just like this sayin:: ***No guy is worth your tears & when u find one that is he wont make u cry.Dont settle for the one u can live with, wait for the one you cant live without*** Dammit I cant live without you.. I never thought LOVE would feel like this, never felt it before until I met you.. Growing up I was always told to fight what you believe in and fight for what you want... I will fight for you until I take my last breath on this earth.. I ask God everyday why did he have to take you away from me.. ~ I LOVE YOU ~ What more can I do but to express to you that I TRULY LOVE YOU AND WILL DO WHAT EVER IT TAKES TO WIN YOUR LOVE BACK..